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LYRICS
I have this paralyzing fear that I’ll maybe go nowhere
But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared
And I can’t stand my friends right now we got nothing in common
But being lonely’s worse than just having friends that don’t care

You said it looks like I’ve been going through hell
How did you know? How could you tell?
Ask me to explain myself,
Well…

I’m trying my best here to be brutally honest
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
A foot on the break ‘cause it’s been making me carsick
How could you blame me?
Growing up is chaotic

Don’t wanna say it but I really think that I miss him
Might seem stupid but I still look through all our texts
Who knew wanting someone could ever make me this desperate
I don’t think that I’ll do that again

You said it looks like I’ve been going through hell
How did you know? How could you tell?
Ask me to explain myself
Well…

I’m trying my best here to be brutally honest
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
A foot on the break ‘cause it’s been making me carsick
How could you blame me?
Growing up is chaotic

And maybe I’m just blowing all this shit up in my head
But I can’t help it
No, I can’t help it
Fooling myself thinking I’ll never love again
‘Cause damn I felt it
I really felt it
And maybe I’m just blowing all this shit up in my head
But I can’t help it
No, I can’t help it
Spending too much time on things I know that I’ll forget
But damn I felt it…

I’m trying my best here to be brutally honest
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
A foot on the break ‘cause it’s been making me carsick
How could you blame me?

CREDITS
Creative Direction: Michelle Dawley & Tusk
Director: Tusk
EP & Prod Co: Tusk
Producer: Cookie Walukas
DP: Justin McWilliams
PD: Michelle Patterson
Wardrobe: Siena Montesano
Makeup: Alex French
Hair: Ryan Richman
1st AD: Sharon Waich
UPM: Lauren Ouellette
Production Coordinator: Riley Bradford
2nd AD: Chad Lupoe
PA’s: Lea Cochet, Christian Shriver, Steve Shebaugh
Fabricator: Graham Murtough
Set Dressers: Aika Lau, Will Sanders, Kevin Avery, Carter Scott, Kezia Chang, Kevin Schofield
Graphic Designer: Kevin Schofield
1st AC: Paolo Arriola
2nd AC: Meriel O’Connell
Gaffer: Sebastien Nuta
BBE: Mikey Proa
KG: Brad Powers
VFX Supe: Tim Hendrix
Wardrobe Assistants: Sara Horowitz, Lauren Gray
BG Wardrobe Stylist: Ann-Marie Hoang
BG Wardrobe Assistant: Kim Nguyen
BG Hair & Makeup Artist: Elle Reed
Flight Attendant: George Blankenbaker
Passengers: Monet Allen Moore, Seth Shubin, Jonathan Bazile, George Todd McLachlan, Amanda Kaye, Quiana Reeves
Photo: Lissyelle Laricchia
Edit: Christa Phillipeaux
Color: Matt Osborne / Company 3
Plane VFX: Brickhead, Light Range
Cleanup: Mauricio Neira
Post Supervision: Tusk
MGMT: Dirk Hemsath, David Conway, Matt Feldman
Label: Val Pensa, Sam Houston, Tonianne Tartaro, Steph Pensa, Molly Yorkes
BTS: Cynthia Parkhurst


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